I was high at our wedding. The whole time....

I was high at our wedding. The whole time. Ceremony, reception, everything. You thought I was just happy. Emotional. Overwhelmed. You were so understanding. But I was just high. Couldn't face marriage sober. Couldn't handle the reality. I've been sober three years now. And the guilt is crushing. You deserved a present partner on our wedding day. You got a coward instead.