I was drunk when I said I love you. First time....

I was drunk when I said I love you. First time. Don't even remember saying it. You were so happy. So excited. So in love. I just went with it. But I don't know if I meant it. Don't know if I mean it now. Our whole relationship might be based on a drunken lie I can't take back. I'm too deep now. Too committed. Too scared to admit the truth.