I almost told you last week. Had a whole speech...

I almost told you last week. Had a whole speech prepared. Rehearsed it for days. We were alone. Perfect moment. Perfect timing. I opened my mouth. Then your phone rang. Your new date. You lit up. Started smiling. I swallowed the words back down. Where they sit. Heavy. Permanent. Some moments only come once. I missed mine. Now I wait. Again. Always.