You got engaged. I saw the ring. I'm in the...

You got engaged. I saw the ring. I'm in the bathroom crying. In ten minutes I'll go back out there. Hug you. Congratulate you. Mean it and not mean it. This is the end. The final door closing. The last hope dying. You're getting married. And I'm getting over you. Or trying. Or failing. Or dying. But first, I need these ten minutes. To grieve. To break. To say goodbye to what never was.